Stuck in suspended animation, no drive to move forward, no way to get back . It is as if the pause button has been pushed whilst I wasn't looking. Every day is Groundhog Day .... my default cosy knits and vintage tees hold no surprises, my inbox holds no offers, my phone no messages. The still quiet of the house, once soothing , is now oppressive .... hours are spent curled up, iPad in hand, searching job sites for my redemption; whilst my brain slowly turns to thick silt and my confidence wilts to nothing.
I cook, I clean, I bake and I blog; all the while moving as though underwater. I need to shake myself loose from this torpor that I have allowed in, give myself a stern talking to, and come up for air........
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